Assalamualaikum.
Have you ever felt like the whole world is against you? Bcs that's what I'm going through rn. Someone told me that when you love a person, only give 70% out bcs the remaining 30% you're going to use for building yourself up again. I've made a mistake. I liked someone and hoping he'll like me back. Huge huh?
Babi la perasaan. Kenapa perlu rapuh sampai macam ni sekali? Result teruk nangis. Small matter macam tu pun nangis. Why am I fucking hella fragile? If I could make a clone of myself I would. And I think I'll be dating myself then. Bcs I am the only one who knows myself. In and out.
Everybody's good in faking a smile. Me is the only exception. Can you teach me how?
How I wish my feelings have a delete button. And my problems have an escape button. Weh buat apa2 pun takleh nak enjoy lah sial. Asal aku jadi macam ni do. Lama dah tak rasa macam ni serius.
Cepatlah masuk semester baru. I hope bila busy with classes and assignments ni bolehlah buat lupa benda tak berfaedah ni. How I wish. Loser lah Ira benda2 ni pun cengeng.
Can't you see how much I suffer bcs of you? Yela memang kau tak minta pun. But at least don't play with my heart laa it's not a fucking toy you dumbass. Quit playing with it. Hati aku dah lah fragile nak mati kau handle pun not with care so you think I'm gonna handle yours with care gila babi la? Kmk.
Kepada boys2 yang baca entry aku ni dengar eh aku pesan elok2. If you don't have a single intention pun in making the girl yang you tengah whatsapp or wechat or whatsoever happy, better jangan start lah the first step in falling in love. You say something nice, something that shows she's fucking special, like panggil dia sayang apabenda semua tu kan pun dah boleh buat diorang pasang angan2 menggunung sampai ke jinjang pelamin tau? And then you snap it away tiba2 hilang dah sayang kau, hilang dah care kau, kau tahu tak kalau kau buat macam tu kan, she'll be gila babi punya upset tapi if kau minta maaf and shower her with loving words tu 70% la she'll accept you back. Sebab apa? Sebab dia perempuan do. Hati perempuan bukan mainan wei tolonglah faham. You maybe lah cakap, "eii perempuan ni aku cakap sayang sikit pun perasan." Weh beb kalau kau boleh cakap macam tu kan, I can guarantee la yang sayang kau tu murah nak mati eii lelong kat pasar pun tak laku la gi mampus. If you treat a girl macam yang atas ni, good luck with your future wife babe. I hope she'll treat you the same way that you treated your ex-girlfriend.
Bye assalamualaikum.
Ira Ilyana bt. Ruslin
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